Eventually I will likely make some things available again, but they will be hosted on my webspace where I have full control.

I'm deeply sorry that it's come to this, but right now I need time out. I certainly didn't set out to be a 'top modder' or whatever people think of me as.

I couldn't care less if people download my stuff or not. I feel that the community has lost its way in the great tide of female and teenage boys' hormones. What hurt me the most was how much MORE popular and recieved they were in comparison to my male one, which in the words of one loser was: 'gay beyond measure' because it was for males. When I agreed to let my Giger armour be converted to female, I was fine for this to be done. The community is all over a mod that offers a few bits of armoured string that barely cover a girl's nips - as soon as something similar is made for the lads, it's 'gay' and open season on 'let's shoot the modder down'. A handful of male only mods or even bothers to cater for them at all. Even female players and modders are all over them, and often ignoring the males! Hundreds and hundreds of female-only clothing and armour mods. Recently, I've become more and more jaded by the obsession that the Elder Scrolls community has with females. I certainly don't go through them leaving nasty comments just because I don't like cheating. I don't download them - most of the time I don't even browse through them. No one is held at gun-point and forced to download something they don't want. Because it's not to their taste, they get nasty about it, unable to see past their own desires. Unfortunately, there is a notoriously loud-voiced minority who like to hate me and insult me for it. I love to share my work, not out of need for ego-stroking or clocking up brownie points, but because I just like sharing the things I make and seeing people enjoy them. Therefore, I make mods that I want to use in my games, or that offer me a challenge in some form. Now it feels less and less like pleasure and more like a chore. I didn't have to share stuff in the first place, but I did because I got pleasure from doing so.

Some people will proably think I'm being selfish or letting the idiots win, but really I don't care any more. Ever since my Morrowind mods, I have endured nastiness day after day after day. There comes a time when the insults mount up just too much, no matter how thick-skinned someone is. At least for the moment until I decide what to do with them. Lots of my mods - as in, all of them have been pulled.

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